I called nurse Lynn who scheduled my surgical appointment, explained that I would rather scheduled with Dr. D. She warned me that she is a
very popular doctor, and there might be a long wait to see her. She also told me that my cancer actually was not a rush, so I don't need to rush into seeing any doctor. I could take my time. That was so difficult to hear, because I wanted this all behind me. Little did I know how long this journey really was going to be!
Anyway, I stuck with my gut feeling. I wanted to see Dr. D. It ended up there
was a long wait. I was scheduled for November 6
th, 2008. Okay. I'll wait. Let this all sink in, and prepare myself for what she's gonna say. Time to do research, and prepare.

I allowed myself to have good and bad days, but the thought of cancer was
ALWAYS in my head. I was afraid it was never going to ever go away.
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